I'm not dead yet.

I've been diagnosed with lupus. The past six months have been hell and between the pain, the hopsital visits, and the endless false starts at trying to fix things. But I think I'm getting better.....I hope I am.

I'm sorry to anyone I've upset by being offline. I thought I'd emailed all my customers, but it looks like I may have missed one or two. Mostly I'm sorry to my friends. Last week someone called asking my mom if I'd passed away. I realized then that I couldn't keep being afraid of getting back online. I don't know what was wrong with me other than depression to keep me afraid of logging on...I guess my anxiety of facing everyone got worse with each passing month, and in all the shit I was going through IRL, I did the wrong thing in deciding not to face up to people.

I will be at Rocket City Furmeet, if anyone there wants to look for me in the dealer's den. I've got a lot of artwork I'll be adding to my page here in the next few days. Gotta go get a new scanner first, mine is broken. o.o


For now, I'm uploading a pic I colored last night for myself (since this gallery really has more of my personal work anyway).